Little. Miss Ary (:

Bullshit

2012-01-03T01:49:00.000+08:00

If you were to tell me 3 years ago that I'll be spending my entire evening trying to bullshit my way figuring out how to explain the results of some statistic on some country - I will call bullshit on you.

But here I am.Last minute work again. AGAIN man. If you were to read my previous posts on how shit I am about these kind of things, (aka last min work) you should hand me an award. "Pro procastinator "

Thank god I've learnt to NOT put "Sleeping early" as my New Years resolution.

I must have grown up.Either that,or I have become more realistic.

x

Sayonara 2011

2011-12-31T16:19:00.000+08:00

So 2011 is coming to an end in less then 8 hours. Soon, it will be a brand new year, new things to do, new people to meet and new lessons to be learnt.

It has been a very challenging year for me, I had to grow up and adapt but I'm lucky that I have supportive family and friends .For that, I'm very grateful.

I felt like I've been through many things during this year and I am glad to say that I have grown.ITE was tough , what's with the bitches acting up but I am immensely proud that whatever hard work I've put in, it has been rewarded.

Poly life is good so far, I've made some wonderful friends that I will cherish always. It may not be easy with all the changes that is happening now , but god willing 2012 will be a better year.

After all, behind every cloud there's a silver lining right? I'll just have to keep my head up and be grateful and thankful for every single day.

I hope you have your New Year's resolution on standby cos I sure have mine! At the end of the day, it is for me to achieve the things I need and just to be happy .

Happy New Year's you all. Hopefully the world won't end

Clubbing LOL

2011-12-29T14:12:00.000+08:00

So I went to Zirca/ Rebel yesterday - totally impromptu wasn't planning to go , but since everyone else is, why the hell not? The year's gonna end soon anyways.

BESIDES, it's only my 2nd time going , so everyone CALM YO TITS. I'm not gonna be a club addict or anything. And at the rate that I am at, I don't think I will ever be.

I know I couldn't dance but I didn't know I was that bad. Omg, seriously! I hope I don't look as bad as some people who were spazzing rhythmically to the music. I barely see anyone dancing yesterday. I can BARELY see. It was so packed, I gotten myself squashed by Bengs and the such. Like squashed up against each other.

Talking about Bengs, whats up with jumping up and down, hollering gang slogans and thrusting your bums into people's back? #Idontgeddityo! I gotten like free back exfoliation yesterday cos there was this guy who was enthusiastically rubbing his ass and bum against mine.

So for the uninitiated clubbers like myself, here are a few things that I realized and that you should know :

1. Go early + get the chop + get out + buy cheaper drinks + get drunk + get back in .
2. BATHE LA FOR FUCK SAKE. Seriously, nobody wanna smell your sweaty armpits.
3.Free drinks coupons only work when you're patient AND willing to queue up for god know how long.

I don't understand why some people are just standing there on the dance floor. Like, just STANDING there. At least bop your head or something. They are worse than the enthusiastic back scrubber dude.

So I have arrived at a conclusion that I doubt I will ever want to go back clubbing. I just don't feel easy rubbing my ass and thighs against a guy I don't know . I just can't "relax" or enjoy myself. Really cannot. I guess, pubs and bars are more of my thing. I want to talk ,and I want to be heard - not groped!

So if you're my kind of person- the one who is there for company and not one night stands take this as fair warning (:

You know

2011-12-28T04:25:00.000+08:00

You know it's for real when he is perched on your bed talking about Sammyboy forum with you
whilst you are eating Mushroom Soup in the dark at 4:20 am.

Trippy.

The Mother of all week

2011-12-22T02:29:00.001+08:00

So this week has been fairly interesting . I am busy with work cos I'm superwoman like that but at the same time I am grateful that I have the time to meet up with my precious friends .

Especially my crazy bitches (;

I have work like in less then 8 hours but I think now is a great time to type things out when I still am rather hyper ! (Its the sheesha you see. It does crazy shit things to your brain )

But the highlight of the week would be the letter from SMRT informing me that my wallet has been found .

You know , under normal circumstances I would be so grateful and all but I lost my wallet like early December . And I even went into a flurry of reporting lost cards and such cos they told me that THEY DIDNT FIND IT .

Imagine that . And now they sent me a letter like 3 weeks later informing that they found it . Did I mention that the letter was dated 11th Dec and I only received it on the 20th ?

Pffft.

I mean , you could have just called me to tell me you found it right ? Would have spared you the paper and me, my effort . No sense of urgency langsung !

I'm not expecting much from this really .

On another note - I'm looking forward to Malaysia tomorrow . The food ! Omggggg *drools* That would be le highlight of the week . Oh & the roast beef for the BF's birthday

Alright that's it - will update more soon ! Xo

Look Where We Are

2011-12-18T13:06:00.000+08:00

So I’m back . After a long break from blogging (my laziness really) I decided to come back to Blogger.com. Seriously, Blogger.com is like the dinosaurs era what’s with Tumblr. But I am one of those people who don’t get Tumblr and I'm sure Tumblr is better off without me.

So how long has it been? I think roughly 10 months? My god, long isn't it? It's nearing the end of December as I'm typing this and Christmas + New Years is around the corner. Before you know it- BAM! It's 2012, the world is going to end and I'll turn 20.

20.The number makes me sick.

A lot of things have changed. I'm no longer in ITE that's for starters. There's too many things really, but for those who has been a constant in my life all these while, you'll know the changes I've been through.

Nevertheless, I feel that 2011 has been a year of trailas and trebulation - it forces me to grow up . ButI'm thankful for what I am given (:

Alright, I will leave the rest to a new blog post.

xoxox

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2011-01-27T00:40:00.002+08:00

Firstly-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEAUTIFUL FANTASTIC IBU!

Hope you liked the cake :D

Anyways, havent been updating much. I dont know what happened to my time. Seriously, its like Ive been living a dream. Time flies by so quickly its fucking scary I tell you. Once upon a time, its 6 weeks to exams, now its fucking 38 days (as of today).

Not trying to scare anyone but, ITS THE FUCKING TRUTH. If you bothered at all, you'll take it as an alarm clock to get you off your ass. Talking about that, I'm STILL doing my never-ending stream of fecking projects. Just when youy think you'll wrap things up before Feb, classes gets cancelled and shite happens.

No matter, I'll get through this. Somehow.

Anyways, been trying to stay on the positive side and stay motivated. But at the same time, I think I'm gonna adopt the tough-love attitude.

In other words : "Dont fuck with me. Especially not now."

Its gonna end. The 2 years in ITE is finally gonna end. And I'm waiting to get the fuck out of here. The 2 years has been really interesting, I've learnt alot about life and friendships the most prominent is that

True friendship will weather the test of time & no matter what your flaws are, your TRUE friends will love you for who you are.

And to anyone out there who is worried for thier freinds or anyone who is not working hard enough - PLEASE. Stop trying to be a martyr. Seriously? Nobody asked you to fucking care. Get on with your own stuff, you got bigger fish to fry.

Thats it. Im gonna take a stab at IEP.

HARROW WORLD!

2011-01-02T15:18:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Okay, so what if I'm a couple of days late? && So what if my blog looks dead?

IM WRITING NOW! HAH!

Wanna know something? Altho I've been writing for years (note: since 2005) the blog entries didnt exceed 300! What does that tell you huh??? HUH??

Anyways, my first few days into 2011 would be great if not for the fecking gum ache thats going on -.-

You dont need to be a dentist to notice. Right side is normal - Left side isnt. FML.

To make matters worse, today's a Sunday so I have to endure this til tomorrow & hopefully my mom will agree its a good idea to go to the dentist before her only daughter goes shit crazy and pluck out her own tooth.

Phew.

& I still have to do my project in addition to the lack of food & sleep.

Seriously how FML could things be?

I didnt intend to bitch about my gums but whatever. Im gonna make porridge or something now :(

P.s: Thanks for everything. I can never thank you enough. < 3

HOWZA

2010-11-09T01:37:00.004+08:00

Hello there!
Been EONS since I last updated. Its been a busy month, October generally is full of downs, hopefully November and December would be kinder to me. I wanna end the year with a blast!

I think it would end nicely (: So far November is filled with loads of activities and FUN! This week itself I have some AWESOME stuff to look forward to - The Concert Band rehearsal & the PARTAAAYY on Sat.

Then follow up with me emceeing for 3 events- 2 Concert & 1 roadshow . Many many things, and of course follow up to December project. Time passes by soo quickly!

AND not forgetting something that I've been waiting YEARS for. If you know me as well as you think you should know that I'm absolutely ex-fucking-cited for

HARRY POTTER & THE DEATHLY HALLOWS PART 1.

So far so good, the film stills looks bloody promising. CANT FUCKING WAIT! I've been getting goosebumps from looking at the posters.

I'm so excited can? Finally, the entire thing's gonna end, and I will be like those nerds collecting comics, but this time i'll be collecting posters and books and DVDS. FUCK YEA!

So so so so so so so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*shivers*

(moans in longing)

Okay stop. -.-

You know what would be lovely for this month??

1.) Watch HARRY POTTER!
2)Drink warm Dark Cherry Mocha
3)READ a good book.
4)Eat soup tulang
5) Get B& Js

Anyways, many thanks to my beloved Farid for re creating the banner on my blog, and Happy 9 months to us (: ILYSVM

Okay nuff said, wanna sleeeep! TA!

I dont feel good.

2010-10-20T01:23:00.004+08:00

You know what would be awesome? If I could get my mind off things. That would be simply awesome. Sometimes I wish I could just go away. Go far far away. Go to a quiet place, somewhere new.

I imagine a place by the water, where the water is cool and clear. The sun is always shining, and that the breeze is always refreshing. I will be staying in a quaint cottage, with wide open windows, so that the rays from the sun could just flood in. At night, the warmth of the lights in cottage would provide me with comfort and theres no distractions. Just me and a good book. I'll spend my days reading, eating, swimming and simply be myself. The nearest shop would be miles away and I'll have to drive to get there.

No connection. Just me and myself.

I wouldnt need to live up to expectation, I would just be alone. I wouldnt be guilty or be accounted for anybody's actions. I wouldnt be expected of anything. I'll just have it simple. But places like this, the reality of it happening is nothing but a dream. Theres no such thing as happy quiet places. Only in your head.

At this point of time, I'm not happy with my life. I feel so sticky, broke, tainted, cramped, Claustrophobic.

Leave me alone can?

O.O

2010-10-18T03:50:00.002+08:00

Did I ever mentioned how much I HATE being broke?

I mean seriously, the moolahs are like playing hide and seek with me -.-

Anyways, I'm still up partly cos i'm thinking of stuff concerning school, and stuff and stuff that I would absolutely ~~like~~ LOVE to do if/ when I have the moolah.

I would like to:

1) Thread ze brows. (I've not touched them for EONS)
2) Get a French Mani + Pedi.
3) Buy a box of wax strips.
4) Buy some stuff from Body Shop
5) Buy a cake for no particular reason. :DD
6) SAVE MONEYYYYY!

Meh, after all that planning it'd be a miracle if I saved any. But no. 1, 3 & 6 is a must!!

Anywyas, I've seen a simple enough recipe on Who magazine & I'm dying to try it out. Looks easy, c'mon who cant make Mini Burgers ehhh? Been thinking of making it soon for picnic!

Am gonna go to sleep , thinking bout stuff wont help much :/

meh

2010-09-21T19:28:00.003+08:00

I'm emoing now.

I feel so urgh. So I've been finding comfort in the form of food. Food never fail to cheer me up (:

Anyways, watching Harry Potter & The Philosopher's Stone. Brought back memories of innoccence. To think of it, I've never missed any one of the movie. Either watched them with Mom or XD.

Had a tiring day week. Presentation today, & BBQ ystd. So many things to do, been going out like crazy alot.

Anyways I'm down with flu + cough. Been feeling shitty, so I guess this adds on to my sadness. Oh wellls. I'm gonna go back to pigging out!

When you were young, everything is alright.

L.I.F.E

2010-09-11T16:36:00.003+08:00

I need to get a life. Fast.

Does it scare you when you realize that you are pretty much dependent on someone?

Scary right to think what would happen when that person isn't there anymore? Then you'll be pretty fucked when that happens.

So I guess I have, no NEED to get a life and yea, do stuff on my own. o.o

I'll try now!

2010-09-11T16:29:00.000+08:00

Is Happiness.

HAPPY

2010-08-31T01:28:00.005+08:00

I'm happy for some strange reasons. Perhaps it could be because of

1) I have no school for the next 2 days.
2) I picked up a good book.
3) My house is clean,neat and organized.
4) I popped a pimple.
5)I've been eating chocolates non stop.

Maybe? I feel like I've been doing things I like. Namely, reading and relaxing. I will have to start mugging tomorrow tho. Have the entire of tomorrow and Wednesday to do things. It feels great to not be stressed out and have some time alone for yourself.

Strange combi, but I can't get enough of the nuts. I'm going nuts over it!!

I really should save money, but what the hell :/

I'm thinking of changing my layout, I dont have the horrible minah brows anymore, infact it's a mess. But since everyone (well, everyone that matters ) says it's okay, I shan't do anything to it until Hari Raya is over.

Speaking of which, it's right around the corner... Which is.. NEXT WEEK.

Enjoy the updated music (finally) I'm going back to my writing (:

OH MAI

2010-08-10T04:01:00.003+08:00

I have not logged into my account for soooo looong, I forgot my own password. O.O
Anyways, time for more random updating. I'm typing this out at 4 am on a Tuesday morning, with a cup of parsley tea on hand and an apple.

Yes, how random could I get?

I'm trying to make my blood flow faster. The cramps are annoying and I'm trying the tea method. See if it works! I'll tweet nonetheless, so you can search my tweets, for the verdict. (My tweets are few so you could easily find it).

I'm ABCDEFG hungry. I've only had Nasi Lemak for brekkie and half a double cheesburgerz for dinner. YES THAT IS MY SECRET FOR STAYING SO "SLIM". But I'm gonna gorge tomorrow/today on my mom's Oxtail Soup, Sambal Kangkong and Tahu Goreng. MMMMM..

And then, it's fasting month.

Time flies pass really quick aint it?

National Day was yesterday- and I had an AWESOME time with my loved ones. We had truckloads of fun, being us. Thanks F & Ahmad for following,hope you had a great time (: Just wished that Shah could've joined us :/

I can't believe it's August already! Less than half a year to graduation, 2 years in ITE! Fast or what?

While we are on the topic of Time, I'd like to type something out for someone. Hope he checks my post, it ain't dead yet!

To you,

This may be overdued, but yet once again, I would like to thank you for the 6 months worth of support, love, dedication and patience. Thank you for being my rock- lending me a shoulder to cry on. Staying put and listening to me whilst I rant about the idiots that annoyed me & wiping my tears when I cry. You were there for me when I need you the most and when I'm at my happiest. I couldnt think of a better person to share everything with other than you. Thank you for your support and understanding. I couldn't ask for more than for us to stay this way.

A million years .

Alright, I'm beyond sleepy. I'm seeing double o.o NIGHTS

Nuff said

2010-07-29T23:23:00.002+08:00

Tick against this checklist. And the answer is right infront of you.

1) Does your boyfriend often get jealous of you, your friends, your career and your success? Does he get jealous whenever you talk to your male friends? Does your boyfriend often accuse you of having an affair with others?

2) Does he try to dominate you to the extent of controlling on deciding what you wear and how your hair style should be? Does he treat you as if you are inferior to him? Does he force you to consider him to be the top priority of your life and obey him?

3) Has he ever abused you verbally in front of his friends and family? Does he go to the extent of hitting you for no fault of yours? Does he often threaten you with death?

4) Has your boyfriend ever committed violent crimes against others which may prove fatal? Has he ever thrown or strike or hit objects at you? Is he violent towards children and animals?

5) Does he isolate you from your friends and families? Does he always blame you for his faults and bad luck? Does he always make you feel that you are at fault? he might try to make you feel guilty for no fault of yours.

6) Is he addicted to drugs or alcohols? Sometimes a person becomes violent when he is under the influence of drugs and began to hurt others.

7) An abusive person often has a dual character. He might pretend to be very soothing and understanding than he really is in front of others.

8) His mood fluctuates every now and then. And he gets angry very fast and is generally very aggressive.

9) At one moment he will make you feel on top of the world and in the next minute he would demoralize you and throw you in a trash can.

10) He may forcibly let you do something which you do not want to do. For example he might use his physical strength to prevent you from leaving the room or may even force you to have sexual intercourse.

when life gives you...

2010-07-29T00:17:00.001+08:00

So I'm blogging through my phone, battery is really really low. I'm in bed and I ought to be in the midst of. lalaland but instead I'm listening to mr. adam lambert and thinking.about stuff. when I say that I guess its best to assume the worst :p recently I've been reeeeaaaally busy, but I managed to keep my head up.I'm proud of myself, but I feel that there's more to that. I'm thankful of course that I'm in great health, and everything is going smoothly. but I feel like I'm too much in a comfort zone. I'm not complaining, but.Is this it?thank you god for everything. I think I'm thinking too much. sometimes being alone isn't a bad thing.

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DONE.

2010-07-09T01:47:00.002+08:00

ONE PROJECT DONE.
TWO MORE TO GO.

POM's done. The rest is up the group to thrash it out. I did my part (:

So what's left is ADB and DA. Urgh. Design. Design. Design. Not that I'm complaining. (I'm totally am.) ADB's fine, whats with Gibby, Andre- the rest. (My team rock ass la can?)

It's just.. I have this situation.. With DA.

Why on earth is BROCHURES and GIFT BOXS being suchamotherffingbiatch?

Why so ma fan/leceh/troublesome? HUH???

WHY? TELL ME WHY!!!

But overall, I'm happy with my stuff. Im sure some people wouldn't even give two hoots about it, but I have this built in perfectionist fuck system. I believe that everything I do or hand up is a reflection of who I am.

So whether I like it or not, my work have to have standard. (Trust me, I dont like me being like this. Sleeping late, waking up early, rush rush rushrushrush)

I put in so much effort. SO SO MUCH. If he says it's not what he wants, I'll fucking gouge his eyes out. Okay, I think I'll ask again tomorrow.. Just to make sure...

GIMME THE MARKS TOUPEE!

On the brightside, I had an excellent day today. Saw Pigeon in a long time since Sunday, FINALLY MAN.

I miss you so much.

We had a nice chat over teh and jemput jemput pisang and bitching about school. That's what I need. Simplicity, no one else intervering. I happen to only be able to dedicate myself fully to one person at a time.

I'm happy today. Happier then I thought I could be.

I'm gonna miss you when you are busy.

LOST MP3

2010-07-07T14:32:00.001+08:00

okay, i totally lost my mp3. Left it in BEC room and Im beyond irritated. it contains my project files and I need it. not to mention the personal stuff. Black creative mp3, if u found it contact me on FB. If you took it and decided to keep it for yourself, karma happens. What goes around comes around

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HELLLOO

2010-06-30T04:52:00.003+08:00

It's 5 am in the morning (: Awesome right? Wonder how many of you are awake, I figured - NONE.

I can't sleep. I don't know why, and I've been having these godawful cramps since last week.

Lately I've been finding songs to do housework to, & YES I listen to music whilst doing housework. & YES I do housework.

I've searched high and low, and I finally found a perfect album.

The length of the album and the songs, perrrrrfeeeect.

http://www.myspace.com/britneyspears/music/albums/the-singles-collection-14155621

I swear it's like my favourite album! Whats with songs like : "Baby one more time" and "I'm a slave 4 U" , what's not to like?

I also discovered that I totally memorized the lyrics for half the songs on the album. I discovered this whilst I was mopping the floor.

So the current holiday addictionS is; BitTORRENT ,Simpsons , Sims 2 and Ben& Jerrys.

All of them have no link to one another but what the hell. Not forgetting library books and missing your boyfriend.

So the thing with my Sims is that, I will tell you another time (hopefully) and with picturesss! So it'll be like super awesome can? :D

Okay, brain half way fried, I'm gonna go to bed *attempt* meeting's later, I'll be totally frazzled I think I might speak Russian.

TADA.

LISTEN TO BRITNEY

IM HOMEEEEEE

2010-06-17T22:23:00.007+08:00

Like 12 days ago?

Hahahs, major lag much? I've been busy tring to catch up with my life that I totally forgot to update my blog. Well, not forgot, but more of... Lazy.

Yeppp! I said the words, LAZYYYYY.
Not forgetting the countless photos that I've yet to upload. OH MY GOD.

SO MANNYYYYY!

The organizing, the deleting- why bother? Cos I care! I dont want you all to view blurry pictures.. SEE! So nice :D

Some pictures are.. Kinda.. HAHAHAHS.

I miss you guys so damn much whilst I was there. I miss eating Assam pedas, hell I miss eating rice. I MISS EATING USING HANDS. I miss the warmth, I miss showering without having to freeze over cos its too cold, or scald, cos the heater's fucked up.

I missed my friends, I MISSED YOU AISHAH ALMI, ZHANG XIAO DAN! Most importantly I missed home and Ibu :(

BUT NOW IM HOME

I miss the independence, I miss going to a new place, I miss talking with fog appearing infront of my mouth, I miss foreign food, I miss not knowing anyone there.

Hahahs, its like you are a bunch of survivors, the only people you know are each other. And theres a common language that you can speak to each other and ALL those people wouldnt understand!

And you sorta live with this fear that, you have no back ups if you screwed up big time. It almost feels like you're someone else when you are there, you can do whatever and no one back in SG knows. It felt great to not truly be myself, and for once, I can only think of myself and what I wanted to do.

Okay la, nuff said, I owe you guys like loads of pictures right? Here are some,the rest- you know where (;

*those who are friends of mine on FB are reaaallll luckyy. *

ENJOYYYY!

:D

2010-06-17T22:20:00.002+08:00

AMBIK KAU AISHAH ALMI!

BLESSED

2010-05-31T13:52:00.004+08:00

I'm sure many of you are doing a countdown. (HEHEHE)

If you arent, start COUNTING NOWWWW!

Before long we'll be back, and then you'll start wishing that we'd go for a longer time!

I miss home. I really do. Home isn't where your heart is. Home is where the people you love are at.
You guys are there, I'm here. I'm coming back . (:

OKAY PICTURES.
GREAT OCEAN ROADDDDDD.

It's for all the travelling that I feel blessed that I'm alive, and is much appreciative of who I have in my life.

And it's also because I'm able to witness this :

That's just ONE of it. Morewill come on Facebook :D

I'm evil ;p

But good things, you just have to wait!

HEYYYY SISTAAAAA

2010-05-24T12:30:00.004+08:00

Okay, so I came out with a list of things I've learnt when I'm here in Melbourne. The List (yes capital L) is still a WIP (work in progress) afterall, I'm not back home yet, but never the less, I've learnt quite a lot of things. SO HERE COMES THE LIST

1. Hot scalding showers = BLISS.

2. BUT hot scalding showers = BAD for your skin ∴ MOISTURIZER IS YOUR BESTFRIEND

3. When I mean moisturize, I meant EVERYWHERE: Face, neck, arms, nips, toes, etc,etc.

4.Stock up on food. Seriously. Pretend you're hibernating!

5. Always check that there's a +65 on the person's number BEFORE dialing.

6. Bring pandaol & all sorts of medicine- even if you look like a drug dealer. It helps.

7. NEVER talk to strange dudes(long conversations about you especially), esp when you are a girl and is alone NOT even to be friendly- You'll be invited to some weird event/ place that - chances are- you wouldn't enjoy anyways.

8. No matter how "romantic" the setting is, the cold will find a way to ruin it.

9. Thick clothes = NO EXCUSE to not shave. FOR GOD'S SAKE, SHAVE!

10. Enjoy the sights and scenery; take some time for yourself.

11.BRING LOADS OF $$$$$ TO EAT LIKE A KING.

12. Don't miss home too much, you're going home after all.

13. Suck up to the janitor lady. You might earn some "perks" - aka heater & extra quilts.

14. Be polite & friendly- it goes a long way (:

15. Eat food that the country is well know for - choclates, coffee, vegemite etc;

16. try to pick up the local slang - its fun and you can "pretend" to be like em.

17. Internet. The ONLY salvation.

18. Shoot the idiot who insists on opening the door or turning the air conditioner on when its 8 degrees outside.

19. Drink LOADS of H2O. Why the heck didnt I write that earlier? It's Important- DRINK!

20. Stock up on vitamin c, preferbably along with # 6 (Ornage juice works) to prevent flu.

21. Warm coke + lemon = WORKS A MIRACLE!!! *thank you*

22. Shopping at the Salvation Army is grrrrreaaaat. :D

I still can't upload pictures sooo :( sorry love! Anyways, I'll update soon! xoxox

COLD

2010-05-21T10:03:00.002+08:00

Howya doin mate? How's life in singapore? Hahahs, I've not picked up much slang. Yet. But I'm learning loads of stuff.

Anyways, the honeymoon period is over, and reality sank in. The weather is fucking cold and the food, equally expensive. SO, that sucks big time.

On the brighter side, everything is nice here, we are getting used to the weather ( I even manged to wear my tank top!) and I've been eating weird crap food- but still it tasted okay and I still have my chocolate addiction fixed. The choco and coffee here is sooooooooooo goooooood.

SUBWAY AND STARBUCKS ARE SO CHEAP.

I can get both for 8 dollars. How bout that mate?

Yesterday, we had dinner at this amazing Italian restuarant up Balwyn St, and the food is amazingly delicious. I can't upload pictures yet as the next is being amazingly bitchy. So wait til I get back then? :/ There's this wanton thingy that is covered in nachos and its so so good.

I had so much gelato and sweet stuff I've gotten sugar rush!!

Tomorrow's gonna be exciting, we are gonna watch the AFL (Australian Football League). It's something like a cross between soccer and rugby, but much hardcore. I can't wait to go! HOT GUYS GALORE!

It's gonna be a tiring week, we might be going down to Docksland this weekend and take a look around the city again. But that's a maybe. OR we could stay at home and do laundry. NEXT week however will be me vs the cold in my skirt AND heels. I swear I need human support to walk down the city!

I've not been revising, and the toilet is cold, I miss hot soupy food and I miss people. Thats theo nly Crap thing here.

But I'll see ya all soon won't I? Til then we can just, stare at facebook and my blog.

Take care love! xoxox

HELLO WORLD

2010-05-17T13:41:00.002+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!

I'm safe in Australia, the weather's wicked! It's from 6 degrees to 8 in the morning, and the same for the evening. SOOOOO as you can imagine, everytime we talk, we are able to see fog right infront of our faces.

Some kind of cool like that, hahahs its like we are smoking, but theres nothing.

So far, its day two and it has been nothing short of AWESOME. I've eaten non stop from the plane up until today and the food is ALOT. Like alot ALOT. I swear thatI'm gonna gain weight.

And today, we've eaten at the chi chi restaurant in the school! LIKE AWESOME CAN?

ANYWAYS, being here is simply awesome I can't tell you how awesome it is. We are here and we are attending their lesson as per Wednesday. So technically, we are like the students of this school for the next few weeks.

The best parts are...

SOME OF THE LESSONS ARE IN THE CITY!!!!!!

Like whoa? We have to wear office clothes, hop on the train/tram/metro and make our own way - OUR OWN WAY to the meeting point in the city. No chaperone. You either go there planned, or get there and get - literally - lost.

KAYS, let me list you some of the highlights that it total awesomeness

DINNER IN THE CITY-COLUMBO'S

(Free flow of gelato ice cream! Nomnomnom!)

AFL FOOTBALL (ESSENDON VS RICHMOND)

(TEAM SUPPORT! We are gonna learn the team song lyrics!)

HAITI MARKETPLACE FUNDRAISER
(We are helping out- dunno what we'll do but it'll be awesome! Ala bazaar)

MELBOURNE EXHIBITION AND CONVENTION CENTRE
(RSVP- We'll go there to watch and learn some stuff!)

LUNCH IN THE CITY [MELBA- 5 * HOTEL]
(This includes the Food/ Bar trail- The best in melbourne kind of stuff)

GREAT OCEAN ROAD TOUR
(8 hours of travelling time- NOT to and fro)

QUEEN VIC MARKET
(Did someone said MARKET?)

CHATS Industry Night
(We get to mingle with the corporate people)

So techyy, everything we do here, we have to go on our own. AND the best part is- it's ONLY for events students. HAHAHS. Meaning the poor admin etc etc ppl are stuck in class doing theory ;p

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAS.

Enough gloating, I'm sure you're jealous enough. Pictures will be updated soon enough on Facebook- normal protocol. See ya in 3 weeks!

GOODBYE HOMHELLO AUSSIE

2010-05-15T01:28:00.005+08:00

SO, I'll be flying off in approx 21 hours or so. That's less than a day.

I'll miss my mom. I'll miss my house.I'll miss my bed. I'll miss you. (whoever you are)

BUT...
The appeal is TOO STRONG! Hahahahs, I honestly can't wait (:

I'll get a break from Singapore's PMS-ing weather which will be bliss.
Altho over there would be cold. But how cold could it go hmm?

Anyways, thanks to those who sent me " Bon Voyage" wishes and advance thanks to those who will be sending me. Thank you! I'll take care of my self and I'll wont come back pregnant/ married.

To those who requested for :

KOALA/KANGAROO/WOMBAT/LEAVES/STONES/PEBBLES/CHOCOLATES/KEYCHAINS/AUSSIE DUDES/GIRLS

No promises love! I'll try to see what I could get.

Anyways, just in case I dont have time to update in the noon....

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY FIZRIN!

Thank YOU SOOO MUCH for being a wonderful friend. May all your wishes and dreams come true. You will go far love! (:

And..

HAPPY ADVANCED 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY MR AGAR!.

Heya Bitch! I'm sorry that I didnt get you a card but you have a special mention here! Happy 18th Birthday! Now you dont have to rely on me to get drinks for you. BUY YOUR OWN LIQUOR! I'll try to get your leaves kays? LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!

Okay. Thats it for now.

F.L. Your cologne is stinking up my bag. I'll miss you very much. I'm gonna sniff your shirt like an addict. MWAHAHAHAHAHS.

A Horrible sotong.

2010-05-13T01:32:00.004+08:00

I've been a horrible sotong today.

Like major sotong.

1.I alighted at the wrong place. And I still could happily walk out. Had to tap back in and alight one stop later.

2.I smsed my mom ( I'll usually key in her number lazy to find) and I pressed the wrong digit instead. So instead 4206 I keyed in 4506. The person sms-ed back witha "Huh" and I still could "HUH" back. The epic part was when the person asked me, "Who are you?" and I gotten all indignant and replied " Who are YOU?" back. -.-

3.I kept sms-ing the wrong person today.

Awesome right?

All in all, this by far, is the shittiest week I've ever experienced. If I didnt meet up with them today, I think it'll be even shittier.

THANK YOU FOR BEING MY SALVATION.

I felt really lonely.

2 more days

So Happy I could Die

2010-05-11T15:26:00.003+08:00

I feel like time is running out. Like reaaally fast.In a blink on an eye, its already Tuesday and I have 4 more days left before I'll say sayonara to Singapore for 3 weeks.

God, it's fast. So little time, so much to do.

Anyways, the month has been hectic. Happy 3 Months and Happy Mother's day.

I'm starting to pack now, dousing EVERYTHING I own and am gonna bring in softlan. Will be missing the smell of the house :/ SO douse lo. I'm scared that I'll run out of money to eat when I'm there.

GOD BLESS MY NETS CARD!

It's gonna be interesting for sure. IM EXCITED CAN?

Mom even got me gloves. GLOVES LEH. I thought that's abit over, but then again, mothers are never wrong and I get cold very easily.

I'm sucha noob. 16 degree air con and I can still go numb. What about a 10 degree weather? I'll be a human popsicle! There goes my dream of migrating to Antartica. Singapore's getting horribly hot nowadays. Global Warming? More like Global Microwaving!

I'm gonna miss home. That's for sure. I'm gonna miss everyone, especially my mom. . 3 weeks is fast isnt it? 21 days, 480 Hours, 28,800 minutes and 1,728 000 seconds.

I'll be home before you know it.

ME.

2010-05-03T01:53:00.002+08:00

Saw this on someone's Tumblr, and I think that the words ring true for me.

Never let anyone have the satisfaction of calling you names.

I think I've met the wrong type of people. Finally; realizing it.

shithitthefan

2010-05-02T00:12:00.002+08:00

HAPPY LABOUR DAY EVERYONE!

Quick update, I've beeeen really busy busy busy with some stuff so, pardon the lack of activity.

Very very busy translates to me not being in school much.

I feel guilty. Yea sorta.

But when the shit hits the fan and everyone has their ammo out, I'm glad I'm not there.

FUCK MAN, blow everyone up to pieces.

Second year is brutal. Somehow we- I will get through.

Will update soon -ish. Toodles!

secrets

2010-04-14T23:20:00.000+08:00

ADB's first lesson is tomorrow! Yipeee! But unfortch, I'll be missing out on it. How sad.

Tomorrow also marks the end of the Year 1 April Intake's Orientation. I'll miss my babies of IQF. First class I ever had. Ahhh.

On the bright side, I'll still see them in school! And I think I'll ask them to add me on Facebook (yipee more people!)

Tomorrow, Mac P, battle it out with masses of people and annoying mat reps. Oh well.

I WANT CHICKEN!

I had my first Design Application lesson today - Adobe Illustrator. Ultimate FAIL I tell you.

It's like as tho he's speaking Russian.

Oh wells, I'll be rather busy this month, alot of things to do - The Zoo Volunteering work and the BLUEPRINT fashion show thing. This year will be busy busy!

I guess as long as I could manage my time around my studies, my mom and friends, I'll be okay.. I miss my siblings already.

TYA, WAN & FIZA- tomorrow together okay? Nomnom!

Right, I'm off! - and to those who attempted to chat with me online and getting no replies, sorry dears- I'm not always there. Hence, "away" (:

I told you.. Fail attempt. -.- Don't laugh!

HOME

2010-04-11T02:12:00.002+08:00

I'm back home from camps.
Alot of things to say.. Yadayadayaaaa.
Ahh, I'll save it for another day.

School starting tomorrow, since its 2 in the morning.
By tomorrow means in another 24 hrs+.I need, NEED to catch up on my sleep before that.

You know why? Cos I'll be handling a class for orientation. Accounting class. Hopefully things goes smoothly.

It'll be an exciting year! Thats for sure (:

Somehow, I can't wait. I'm certain it'll be great.

I dont think i could just walk out and leave what we have.
You have found your way into my life,
its impossible for either of us to leave, without leaving a dent.
I dont want to.

CAMPS

2010-04-05T01:34:00.004+08:00

Aites, time check 1:35 am!

I'm done with packing- I packed 2 bags (yes, 2 BAGS!Kiasu much?) and I look like I'm running away from home.

So, it'll be Blaze camps for the next 3 days. I wanna go as convenient as I could. It'll be a tiring week for sure. AND school starts next week!

Like come on! What kind of holiday is this? I didnt get to hang out with the people I wanted to and I didnt get to go out as much! Wheres the THON SESSIONS? Wheres the PULAU UBIN? Where is the EVERYTHING? Next holiday-I dont care!

You know, I was starting to enjoy my Naruto episodes BUT the hols had to come to an end .

How sad :(

I hope the timetable won't be as shitty as the last. I'll scream! I had enough of being a PonStar.

On the brightside- I'm pretty excited for tomorrow's camp! It sounds like fun , with Kayaking and all. Not to mention, we might meet people from other campus!

Eye candies much? *drools*

SO MISS ME FOR THE NEXT 3 DAYS!!! IF YOU DONT I WON'T COME BACK!!

I have this strange feeling I might die there. Lol. Like literally, die.

Okayyyyy... I'm going off to sleep. Fecking sleepy can? XOXOXO

< 3

IM STILL ALIVE

2010-04-02T22:33:00.003+08:00

Its been eons since I've updated, no worries I'm still alive (:

School's gonna re open and I'm not having my fill of the holidays.

Maybe it's me, (yea, it's me ) but the holidays has been a very unproductive one.

WHICH SUCKS.

I was planning to do loads of stuff, but....

Things never do work out that way :/

Oh wells, I cant think of anything to update. I just want my fill of chocolates.

NEXT WEEK, I'll be busy. Camps and more camps. At least I have Fizah. :D :D

Aishah Almi, yesterday you officially turned 18. I pray for you to come home safe and sound. Hope you had a blast over there. Who knows? Kenduri besar ke ;p

Aites, nothing much to update,I hope that things goes smoothly for me in the new semester. GAMBATE ARY!!

I just wish that I dont have this unsettling feeling in my chest.

Maybe I think too much.

coffenomnom

2010-03-21T05:29:00.001+08:00

OH HAI.

Happy Belated 18^th To Me.

God took me 3 days just to update! AHA! How efficient you say. But seriously, you would understand if I told you why.

Unless you are a cruel HEARTLESS PERSONNNNNNN!

You see, this is why MOCHA + ME = NO NO. NO BLOODY HELL.

I had my first adult drink and I can't take the caffeine buzz. Hence, I've always stuck to something tamer- oh like Milk Tea, Green Tea.

Wait. Tea contains caffeine. I'm just plain pathetic. BACK TO THE MAIN STOREEE.

I'm OFFICIALLY 18.

Celebrated with a boomz & a shingz. Had the guys thon over at my place. THON? More like sleepover la. Whatever, I don't care. Slepeing at 8 am the next morning is bad for your brains, neck, social life. YOU'll CONK OUT.

We cooked, we ate, we talked crap. I wish I had it at ECP like it was originally planned. But then again, ECP doesn't have fluffy blankets, the internet and mommy. But at ECP, we coulda gotten some drinks, gotten high and eventually someone will drown cos he/ she is too drunk to swim. Not that I could swim in the first place.

Har dee har dee har.

But it would have been fun . The afternoon was. But it was marred by the rain. YOU WET BLANKET YOU! I had to hide in a tent, and then I had to get all wet. And then I can't swim cos I didn't bring extra clothes. A big __|__ to the planetary alignment. THANK YOU TO MY DARLING SIBLINGS. I LOVE YOU THREE!!!!!! And those who you dragged along. I love them too!

To the macho macho boys- I LOVE YOU TOOO. Thanks eeeu Dan, Haikal, Diva, Peter, John, Dick for sleeping over. I feel like a prawnstar. 3 guys one room. Mmm. Sexy. HAHAHAHAHAHS.

To Huzzy, you called to sing, I didn't hear you honey. Iw as at cold storage pretending to be all hardcore, staring at the wine selection. I swear I would try something alcoholic. But I'll go straight to hell. Apparently god doesn't make exception for your birthdays. He will STRIKE YOU DOWN BITCHES.

I wish I had moar moneys. Then I could go trigger happy and get myself some Sampoerna or a Marlboro. HAHAHS. JOKING PARENTS. I DON'T DO CIGGS! ITS KILLS YOUR LUNGS *nodsnods*

That could wait. Soon my babies. Soon my lungs will turn so chow tarred it resembles pork pie.

5:21 bitches. I'll be meeting my darling darling love love later. Yes, I miss him so much. SO SO SO MUCH. & if we break up I'm gonna delete this line so my future boyfriend wont see this. BUT I miss Shah even more. YOU KNOW WHAT SHAH? I WILL LOVE YOU TIL NEXT FRIDAY. Wish I could kidnap you and snog you senseless. Then Chazz will kill me. Cos I toucheded you.

Then again, since when has I not touched you? HAHAHAS. Mmmm. IM GOING CLUBBING BEACH. Have fun in Malaysia milking cows. If you gotten married before I can own a driving license or dye my hair platinum blond, I swear I'll molest your husband. I"LL RAPE HIM!!!!!

I found Mr. Hot Guys online. Where have youu beeeeeeen sirs? WHERE YOU BEEEEEENNNN?

This post seems weird. Like very weird.

I shall end here and crawl back to bed. I love bed. Bed love me. My bed has been faithful. It'll never cheat on me.

If it does, I'll break its fucking spine. Like BREAK. I'll break anyone's fucking spine if they hurt me. And it starts with bed.

I need stamps. Licky licky.

God. I should stayy off coffee. Fuckin n00b.

p.s: pictres are on FB. You face those pictures bitches. I'm too lazy to post em here. AND STALKERS MIGHT SEE THEM! FUCKING STALKERS! I SEEZ YOU. HAH!

D:

2010-03-16T18:04:00.004+08:00

OKAY.

I'm still exhausted. Nin Jom is my fliend.

Will upload pictures from my cam later on. Actually, uploaded already. STILLLLL.

Let me entertain you with a slutttttyyyyyyyy picture. HAHAHAHAHAS. Dedicated to my new found stalkersssss bitch.

make up and everything else was fucking awesome.

CIAAAAAAAAAAAOOO. Thats all for now.

666 FTWWWWW!

GUY BASHING.

2010-03-13T19:38:00.006+08:00

Sometimes it sucks to be a girl. Or maybe it's just me. Or maybe I'm just sensitive.

Ah hell.

You dont care, I guess I shouldn't either?

It's a pity I do tho :/

ANYWAYS. Am more active on Tagged! Tagged is for all weirdo weirdo. Hahahs. Funny la. Can't help it.

Let me give you a nice example kays?

(CLICK FOR BIGGER BETTER VIEWING!)

HANKY PANKY? Excuse me sir, what do I look like to you? Hanky Panky? UHHHHHH.

He'll treat me. How very exciting. But at what price? I have other guys friend who will treat me, but not expect me to do "hanky panky".

Quid pro quo much?

Aiyah, but I have to admit. It's rather funny. All these people. Just yesterday, a guy *hinted* at me that he wanted a girlfriend with curly hair. Hinted? More like telling. The thing is, I checked his Facebook and his picture is filled with him and another girl.

The fact that they are in a "engaged" to each other is another thing.

I asked him about it, and he told me, "she's just a a friend, for fun only la cyg.."

See if she'll remain "friends" if she find out.

God, I feel like I cant trust anyone.

Guy bashing, I know. But yea. What the fuck.

And I'm for some strange reason is more hurt then I wanted to be.

And I dont know anymore.

ON THE BRIGHTSIDE.

I Talent's on MONDAY! I'm gonna wear a fire engine red dress. LOL. And then it'll be countdown. WAN you suck at keeping secrets. Hahahs. But I'm wary for Thursday. Are you guys gonna kidnap me or what?

*RUNS*

AAAAAAH. Okay. I'm gonna do exactly what the person told Leona to do in her song "Happy."

Gonna end here.

xoxox

Rated Random

2010-03-09T00:21:00.005+08:00

Oh mai. 10 more days!

I'll get my wishlist up (; HAHAHS. STOP ASKING OBVIOUS QUESTIONS!

Here's for today:

(ick! grainy pictures)

Here's to fucked up shoulders!

I feel like an old ah pek now. Not that I have something against ah peks. :/
Paper was do able. 2 more to go. HARD CORE last min mugging to the rescue!

I hope it's as okay.

Which, you rather?

Okay. Gotta mug. I hope i can do it! TIMTAMS! I need em.

Oh! Check this out! Liking!

. .... ...

Romance & Chips

2010-03-06T02:39:00.005+08:00

Ladies and ... well ladies! Let me introduce you to my eye candies. Eye chocolates seeing that I don't really fancy candies.

*drools*

Gaspard Ulliel

Luke Worrall

Oh mon dieu! Where can you get such hotties? One is in France, and the other Britian. *drools* Granted Luke's taken.. Ah, a girl could fantasize!

They kinda look a like when you see it from an angle.. Mmmm.

Continue with the yummy-ness!

You can keep your Tom felton & Daniel Radcliffe when I have these guys to drool over!

reminder.

2010-03-04T02:20:00.009+08:00

Everything's been going well, so Alhamdulillah to that. My prayers has been answered. Now it's time to work hard eh!
Anyways,

I'm feeling rather... Um. Cheesy. So read at your own RISK. Whatever I'm about to type..

Well..It's kinda... Hahahs ;p

So if you don't wanna read, wait for the next post!And for those who are risking losing their stomach's content, read on :D

OKAY.
Long loooong loooooooooooooooooong essay.

*get ready!*
*ahem*

To my dear Robot (:

While you are sitting there, reading this from wherever
and retardedly smiling to yourself cos I've updated,
I just want to remind you about something.

In the next few days, we'll be reaching the 112th day since I first went out with you to catch that gayass movie called 2012.

I remembered how much you wanted to watch PA but I was so insistent on watching 2012, that you relented.

But tragically, the movie sucked. You didn't kill me. So I guess I'm lucky ;p
It's amazing how time flies.
It's amazing how we got to this stage that we are in.

And it's amazing how this coming Sunday, would be our first.

I can't describe to you how much I feel that my life has changed ever since that fateful Sunday. It may sound dramatic or worse-cheesy but like what I've said, ever since you came along, it never gotten back to normal. Whatever normal was.

So, here's a post dedicated to you. And you only.

Here's a post to remind you that I'm always thinking of you.
And that I'm grateful for your smses everyday for the past 109 days.

Thank you for flooding my inbox with your random ramblings.
(It makes my day.)
Thank you for jamming up my archive on MSN.
Thank you for the fun, the laughter, the gay ness.
The stupid jokes.
(PIGEONS!)
The time we spent talking about nothing, and everything all at once.
Thank you for your time.
And most importantly,thank you for your understanding, your tolerance.
Not forgetting perseverance (aha!) ;p

The list can go on and on.
But in the end, I just want you to know that,
It's not about the time/months spent together
It's about how much we could learn about each other and from each other.
Being with you opened my eyes to certain things.
I didnt know it could be like this.
And there's still many more days, weeks and months to go.
Enjoy being stuck with me hooman..
*MWAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAS.*
See you soon(:
xoxox
Your crazy GF :D

p.s: imy :(

PLANTSVSZOMBIES

2010-03-02T02:51:00.002+08:00

OI MINAH, I MISS YOU TOO LA!!! ;p

Hahahs, Plants Vs Zombie FTW.

I'm starting my hardcore regime tomorrow. Wish me luck!

Oh oh, study plans too! So yes, busy busy.

I need to keep myself preoccupied.

Anyways, Wan, if you're reading this, sorry tau? For today. I was a super bitch, but you should know whyyy. Soweeeee! *hughug*

It's gonna be a tough week for sure, but after Wednesday next week, I'm HOME FREE BIATCH!

So it's okay. Suffer now, then later (;

SLEEEEEEP!

You know what it costs you if you don't. And today proved to be the beginning, Know your abilities, and get moving. Cos you ought to achieve something. Don't repeat the same mistakes. You are given another chance Ary. Make it . Or break it.

c.

2010-03-01T01:18:00.002+08:00

I feel contented. And I feel complete. I have almost everything. All I need now is my grades.

NEXT WEEK'S EXAM WEEK!! THEN BLESSED HOLIDAYS

Study week. It's the beginning of March!Sooo. HEHEHE. 18 more days.

I'm sorry laaa! I just can't help but feel.. You know, EXCITED?

I hope I can meet everyone else, before I turn 18! So yes! Prepare PEOPLE!

Okay la, GPA's at stake. Will work harder. ICH WILL! :D

But If you go away, I wanna be busy during March. Can't stand being alone. :(

YESBABYYES!

2010-02-26T03:45:00.003+08:00

IM DONE WITH MY REPORT!!! THANK YOU GOD AND ADAM LAMBERT AND PHONE CALLS AT 3 IN THE MORNING!

It drives me nuts. But I'm hopelessly proud of it. VERY PROUD!

Now, I can concentrate on REVISING. F YEA!

SOO many good things happened today/yesterday.I'm happy and sastisfied.Once again, THANK YOU GOD.

Now is precious precious sweet precious sleep. I have dark rings (mebbe partly cos of my eyeliner) and I look pale (can see from my FB photos.)

SLEEP.NOW. Been sleeping at ridiculous hours. Feeling wooozy.

(Will update about the niceties soon nuff, PATIENCE.)

Before I go.. As quoted From Sara Nadiah's blog :

Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person.

Wait for the person who will be your best friend, the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else and when they smile you know they need you.

Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. and most of all wait for the person who will put you at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong.

It makes perfect sense. I totally understand this. (:

MORNING PEOPLE!

P.s: Anna & The King! Here I come !

OWHATFUN

2010-02-22T02:29:00.002+08:00

Sinus, sucks. Thats the reason to why I'm updating my blog, this "early" in the morning.

Having a clogged up nose, and the feeling of phlegm lodged in your chest & throat isn't very appealing.

Not to mention the weather. The heat, the sweatiness, making you smell so urgh.

Yes, I have so much to bitch about. Very descriptive (:

Maybe because I'm reading Sweet Sally Lunn by Pamela Oldfield. I had it for eons,but I've NEVER read it before .Boredom prevails, hence I decided to give it a go. Not bad. Liked it even.

The book is OLD tho.Like old,old. It amazes me, how some books are older then me.Yet I just love reading them. I've always thought/ expected that the English would different. For some strange reasons. But of course, it isn't!

I have some things on my mind. I don't think I could stand the pain of rejection. LOL, so dramatic, but seriously. I dont think I could take it if I didnt get it. So much for a roaring good year.

I SHALL NOT BE A PESSIMIST!

But deep inside ,I sorta knew. See la,who asked to not study hard enough. You pay the price now.

On the brightside. You know what the brightside is.I spare you the mushy-ness.

So,the moral of the story is -

WORK your ass off. Its simpler that way. Be grateful to what you have. Cherish everyone, and every moment.

And lastly,

If everything doesnt plan out accordingly. Make plan B work BIATCH! (:

See! Mr Reeves, approves!

INEVERTOLDYOU.

2010-02-17T23:43:00.003+08:00

The week has been, simply.. Amazing.

I just feel, safe, Thanks.(:

Everyday's fun + crazy when you're with the ones you care & love for. Like today. I'm never gonna ever eat oatmeal ever again. O.O NEVERRR!

Now that both Shah and Wan are back, I feel almost complete.

(Shah, I'll help to join in the prayers for your Atuk ok? You'll always have us here with you. )

ALMOST , cos I miss Alvan, XD & the rest. I bet they are CNYing like a rockstar laa! I wanna see them again. SEOUL GARDEN PLEASE?

Besides that, I feel that behind every thing there's a reason to it.And behind every reasons, there is a greater purpose. Yes, chin up!

So come end of the month,I'll be able to feel complete again. Hopefully, I'm able to get thru in one piece.

Dont let anyone be the reason to your downfall. This is your life Ary.You know you could do better then this.

Okay, I'm gonna make tea. God knows how I need a nice sweet,cold one.

(You're the darker one! HAH! For obs reasons ;p)

:(

2010-02-13T18:43:00.002+08:00

When im upset, I EAT. So now, I abuse my pet society . COS I DONT EAT ALONE.

Then I shop. Fucking cute much? IM BROKE (pet society wise, and in real lifetoo.)

GIVE ME MONEY!

LONGSTORYSHORT

2010-02-08T00:58:00.004+08:00

One day, Bishan girl added Tampiness dude cos, simply he has a very retarded profile picture. (Toilet rolls!WTH?) She thought him funny, so ADD LA! Add, but never chat. Soon after, she forgot about him, and she bet, he too.

2 weeks later, Bishan girl went for a "dialogue session". There, she was the emcee. This dialogue sessions was for the super nerds - 4.0 baby! She did her thing -blah blah blah.Dialogue session ended- and she's off! To grab some food.

So somehow in the queue, she met some people and started talking.Then out of nowhere, there's this tall,half bald guy came up to her and started to wave whilst pointing at himself. "Hi.Do you remember me? I added you on Facebook."

EXACT WORDS!

So she said Hi, chatted and promptly forgot about him til she went home. That bugger posted something on her FB.

Long story short. Yes, in conclusion

Thank god for : facebook, F1, Toilet rolls, Macpherson, 4.0s, Emo pictures && YOU!

LMAO

2010-02-04T23:26:00.002+08:00

PROJECTS ARE OVER!!! Well mostly the tough parts. Week has been interesting . Hmmm.

I WANT MORE OF YOU KNOW WHAT!!!!! ((((:

Beach fiesta? Done.
TPS brochures? DONE. (Im proud of it!)
LPD film? Done!

I feel so accomplished, bronzed and done. I just want it to be officialy, OFFICIALLY over. Then I want my hols!

I'm hoping for more activities next week. No project please. My brain cant take the abuse.No matter how talented you find me to be, NO MOAR!

Thank god for a nice day off today. Can finally eat+sleep+shave properly!

I'm exhausted. Brain's fried. Body's feeling hot and cold :/

Quick update, dont say I never update! XOXOXOXO

rawr

2010-01-27T01:56:00.002+08:00

Time check? 1:56 am.

I'm NOT planning to sleep.Why? Because because.

Anyways just got back from Mustafa Centre
(It's this 24 hrs shopping centre and they sell EVERYTHING. Well almost everything, hadn't checked the other departments just yet. But I like what I see ((:) I know it's SOOOOOO random.

But both mommy and me are random people. It's in the genes baby! (;

WHAT a way to celebrate her birthday.

Once again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED MOM.

Thanks for the spending money. I appreciate that.

Anyways, had Fish head curry as dinner - home made. And Thosai + TEH TARIK for supper.

WAAAAAAAAAAAA. Drool people, DROOL.

Frothy teh tarik FTW!

I'm gonna be hopelessly busy this week. Next month's gonna be jam packed with activities too! Mostly fun stuff. I like parties (;

So many, MANY, MANY things to do, it's kinda getting on my nerves.

I hope Thursday is something that can help me in a long run. It's about the moolah baby. & oh yes, datelines!

Friday's gonna be crazy hetic.

And Sat is just crazy! BEACH FIESTA!

But tomorrow, aka TODAY is gonna be super busy. I have loads of things to do & write. Brain's moving at 10892739462654326423 km/ min.

So in conclusion, I won't be online much. I don't think I wanna go online. Sorry to those who I didn't get to properly chat with, next week hopefully kkays?

I have my weeks plan out. So don't you fucking dare mess it up. I'm not in a giving mood this week. So no, NO last minute changes. ((:

Aites. Thats about it. XOXOXOXO

YAWNYAWN

2010-01-23T16:54:00.002+08:00

Im soooooo bored! And hungry!

And this is gonna be a short post.

Did I ever mention that projects are a pain in the ass? Im tired of taking things seriously :/

ANYHOOOOO.

I'm lusting over certain things. (huahuahua)

I WANT MY KIT KAT ICECREAM!

Soon my love. Soon. We'll be together. And you'll just melt in my mouth. Mmm.

ON TO PROJECTS. Fuck deadline. :D:D D:

2010-01-22T23:33:00.001+08:00

ENOUGH.

( I think I'll die first before you do babe, remember what I told you about my plans. Especially to my parents. Love ya)

Through the glass.

2010-01-22T14:53:00.002+08:00

Random musing.

Simply put, if you don't care, it wouldn't matter would it? And if it doesn't matter, you wouldn't make a big fuss of it, right? I feel so mature. Cos I don't care. And you don't matter.

My only reasoning for this, is afterall this is a RANDOM musing. And besides, this is afterall, MY BLOG. You get what you read, all $1.50 of it.

(My thoughts are not worth 10 cents, they cost more.)

So, I let you inside my head, and at the same time, you get to read what I feel about anyone, everyone and anything.

If you can't take it, I suggest you don't. It makes PERFECT sense. Unless you are some masochist. Afterall, I'm using no names. So if you think if it is you, (you might be right/wrong) then I can't stop you.

You make the situation into what you want it to be.

Not me. No hard feeling, I'm just not interested.

It's tiring. It annoying & I want my peace of mind.

I'm beyond this, and I officially put a rest to any sort of feelings that I may have.

Let me emphasize my point again, I DONT CARE.

(:

So the end. Full stop. End of chapter, whatever.

To those who matters :
As much as punching someone's face in seems like a good option,our parents taught us better. Class darling, and sophistication. Something that couldn't be bought, but bred(: Let barking dogs bark. We are beyond that.

Q.u.otes

2010-01-18T18:05:00.006+08:00

Imlustinnnng for chocolates. I swear I'm drooling over the keyboard ;p

Water = ♥

I have Tumblr, but for some AHMAZING reason, I do not use it . Wanna know why? Cos I feel it lacks my personality.The backgrounds ain't just me.(Or mebbe I just dont know how to use it.)

Strange, but true. HOWEVER. I find the quotes people plaster on thier Tumblr to be mother freaging cool!! I like quotes. They are honest, and are straight to the point(Well..mostly). Like this :

Phowhaoroars much?

Here are some more quotes I've kidnapped off the net!

So you know, none of these are mine! I wish they were! Then I could be a QUOTE GENIUS.
Mwahaahahahs.

Okay, Destination Truth + Project work = PHAIL. MEH.

Gonna work on it. GOTTA WORK! But before that,

THIS IS MINE

:D i rock.not.

fked

2010-01-18T18:03:00.001+08:00

IT CRACKED

RIGHT

DOWN

THE CENTRE

THIS DOESN'T FEELS RIGHT ANYMORE

R for Random..

2010-01-16T22:00:00.004+08:00

I'm ODing on Chocolates. CHOCOS IS GOOD KIDDIES! Anyways, am gonna watch The Lake House. Keanu Reeves and Sandra is my fave actor &actress combi. It's so sadddd . :(

Something for someone. (:

I SOO <3 FAILFACEBOOK!

BOOKSBOOKSBOOKS

2010-01-15T22:41:00.005+08:00

I used to read these when I was younger. Still can remember! Mom FORCED me to read.

( Btw,I've started reading when I was 3.
How the H I remembered? Cos I went to nursery at that age.)

(He ate, he ate, AND he ate, til he went BOOMZ! Ris Low's style)

(Peter and the wolf. I swear, that's the first opening sentence! Not original cover^ Ori was more sombre)

Now the books areso.. Weird. Ridiculously titled. I saw one "Baby Rocker" book. LOLmuch? To illustrate this point......

(yea, WHERE THE HELL DID WILLY GO?)

(UH. Happy Tree Friends much?)

Okay, so my current WANT is

THIS:

I've read the "normal-oh-so-cheemalogy-engerish" version and I couldnt finish it. So this,hopefully is more fun fun fun!!!!!

:D :D :D Me. Want.

MUSE's coming to SG. WA LAO I WANNA GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want loads of things,I want everything!!!!! HUAHAHAUAUAHAAUAAHAS.

Okay. Shut up.

Something I created.Enjoy!

Ps: MY MUSIC ROCKS OKAY! SAY HEYYYY!

HAPPY

2010-01-15T02:27:00.003+08:00

I dedicate to you :

Paint,Ink, Cardboard,Hairdryer and loads of love .

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY RiRi!

See more on my HOMEMADE CARD!

Card making at 2am in the morning?No shit. BETTER GET ME BIRTHDAY PRESSIE HOR!

O N E

2010-01-14T22:04:00.002+08:00

T W O

2010-01-14T00:16:00.002+08:00

Random blogging today, ( oh today was great but pictures aren't up yet. PATIENCE !) I realized a couple of things:

1) My Banner thingy thingy.

That is so far, the thinnest.THINNEST MINAH esque eyebrows I ever had.EVER. I realized that a couple of weeks before. Looking back, WHOA. That IS thin. Now my eyebrows are all thick and bushy. But not as hardcorex til it resembles a caterpillar ;p

2) I cant eat porridge and stay full.

Nopes,not working for me. Porridge + Ary = Super hungry 1 hour later. I wanna cook freagin NORMAL real FOOD. Mom's sick. So I have to be inventive. *stomach gurgles*

Okay. Thats about it.Told ya its random! Im sleepy. Someone musta drugged me. :(

(:

2010-01-12T22:48:00.004+08:00

(Nice right?Nice right? Can spot happy fishy???)

UNDERWATER WORLD TOMORROW BABY!

WOOHOO FUN.I think. Ahhhh well. I'll get my beloved oily Char Kway Teowwwww! *drools*

Today was TIRING. Very TIRING.

Disinfected the entire house, so the house smells like Dettol. Cook and cleaned. WHOA. Part-time house wife ;)

I WANT MY CHOCO! I'm in lust with it. The taste of chocolate melting in my mouth. Jelly beans coated with chocolate. * Shivers*

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm so good.....

I swear Chocolate is the best thing next to falling in love. Oh yea, a good book too! Not to forget that.IWANTTOREADPRIDEPREJUDICEANDZOMBIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :(

Moving on, EMMA WATSON IS LUCKY!

You know why?

Because of

THIS!

That dude,on the left, is her BROTHER. OMG HOTNESS CAN?
HOLY FISHNUGGETS! He's sooo.. *drools* Aaaa.Haha.

You can view more HOTNESS at http://www.stormmodels.com/AlexWatson.html?boardId=1008

No need to thank me girls! It's my duty to share the hotness ;p Aites then. TOOODLES!

L♥VE IS BLIND

2010-01-11T01:33:00.009+08:00

Time check? 1:34 am.

WOOOTS. I'm still awake, and there's school tomorrow. I rock! I know -.- The Jan month is not over and I'm already breaking half of my NEW YEAR resolutions. Don't ask what my resolutions are- I find them silly to share.;p

Okay, UPDATES.

1) Year 1 Orientation is OVER and DONE with!

It was to me - a success ,esp for us, the first timers. I made new friends, bonded well. Laugh alot, not to mention the AMOUNT of cam whoring! Damn... I miss everyone already. :(

2) O LEVEL RESULTS IS OUT TOMORROW/TODAY.

No one wants to be reminded of the O levels.It wouldn't have matterred if it's not me who's gonna take the results later. My prayers go out to anyone who thinks that they might be failing something. I know how THAT feels.Trust me.

If you did fail maths, chin up. It may suck at first,but then again there's always ITE . & retakes! :D

I'm not joking about any.Get a good course. Be happy (: VOILA!

3)I've FINALLY added my mom on FACEBOOK.

Yes!Mom on FB.I smell trouble. Hopefully she doesnt log in and go through my photos. I'd die I tell you! Thank god she doesnt know my blog link!

Other then that, I'll like to thank my lovely lovely brother for the pictures off his mom's wedding. Here's a couple!

Anyhoo, I ♥ KATY PERRY. I ♥ her to bits and pieces. What I don't understand is.. WHY HIM??

I mean, no offense!She's soo HOT and he's sooo..Bleh. I don't get it! And what's with dudes and chest hair?

Does it makes them seem .. sexier? Mebbe its just me,but I cant imagine stroking my fingers through his "manly" chest hair.

If Russell were ever mine.....

Before//After

I'll personally tweeze /pluck/ wax every individual chest hair OUT!! I cant do hairy chest. Turn off.Imagine the sweat on it. URGHHHHHH! (Is there a phobia against hair?)

Alright, thats all! I wanna attempt to sleep. Willlook like a ZOMBIE RACOON!

(I wanna read Pride + Prejudice + Zombie!)

When I look through your pictures;
I wonder how on earth I found you,
You made that much of a difference.
If you weren't here,
It wouldn't be as crazy as it now.
This feels much like a dream.
I dont want it to end.

heh.

2010-01-05T22:20:00.003+08:00

E.X.H.A.U.S.T.E.D.
I stink. Really :(
Reason #1: Why I dislike exercising/sports.

Sun+ Working out = Sweat. Sweat + Sensitive skin = Rashes.

(Thats supposed to be me actually.((Got highlights summore!)) Red spots = heat rashes :/)

I had fun. Yepp (:
Cute juniors. Cuter seniors. ;p

Okay. I WANNA SHOWER.

LOST EZLINK

2010-01-04T19:33:00.002+08:00

Ladies and gentleman. I went on and lost my ezlink card.

*Insert applause here*

I'm really hoping that whoever is kind enough to find it could actually Google me and return it to me. Like what happened with my MP3.

Things like this don't happen twice I guess. And even if you did find it, and decided not to be a nice person,try losing your OWN ezlink card and see how convenient it is for you.

Shouldn't have taken 855 home. But I was too tired to battle other commuters in the train. Wasn't very keen on standing all the way back to Commonwealth. Shouldn't have fallen asleep either.

Fuck.

Stupid stupid Ary. Now seeing how important my ezlink card is to me, I just wanna SCREAM.

Imagine the hassle tomorrow morning. I'm gonna spend $5 just going to school. How retarded.

And then the making of the card again. Stupid.

Whatever.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010-01-01T18:27:00.001+08:00

Heya all, HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I'm like.. knackered. SO darn tired :/

Wish I had partied all night long, but being law-abiding citizen who had to finish up on her project, I didn't :D

Not that I did my project. *sheepish smile*

Okay, gonna start on it.

Yesterday/this morning was great. Spent the countdown with the AWESOMEest PEOPLE EVERRRRR!

(right right right?)

Hahahs, I WANNA HANG OUT MORE! (:

K. I've updated. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

I'd rather die.

2009-12-29T07:12:00.006+08:00

7:16am

I hate falling sick. I hate waking up with a headache, feeling all nauseous.Top it up with a burning fever.

Not to mention the pill taking.

Burning fever, check.

Cold shower at 2am cos I was burning way too hot? Check.

No appetite, sounding fucked up and having to crawl to bed? Check,check,check.

Took the pills, and tried to sleep. I didnt know the difference between sleeping and not sleeping. My eyes were shut,but why is my thoughts still coherent?I dont feel tired, yet I dont feel like Ive rested.

I "woke" up cos my stomach was growling loudly- a sure sign of a building gastric, yet I dont feel like eating.Instead, im experiencing this strange mounting panic, and I can swear my brain is working at 1000km per hour.

Im not fucking hungry,then why does it hurt?

Fuck panadol, fuck being sick. Fuck everything.

URGH

2009-12-18T01:50:00.004+08:00

I was SOOO HUNGRY damnit. Even tho I ate like truckloads just now.

Stomach naughty. :( *smacks stomach*

Soooooooooooooooooo...Like a sensible hungry person,I decided to eat (DUH?).Went to the fridge.. AND HEY! Got pizza! Lucky day!

Placed it in a bowl and stuck it in the microwave.

FIRST ATTEMPT = Limp,soggy pizza. Bleh.

Sooo..I wanted to "dry" it. Lol- STUPID ATTEMPT! That's like cooking eggs in a microwave! (DONT TRY IT!)

SECOND ATTEMPT - Timer, 5 mins, OOOH Wikipedia- Devon Aoki! She's flat chested too,and she's a MODEL *feels great about self*

Then the smell.

GODAWFUL BURNING SMELL.

(Thank god, the microwave didnt explode. THANK GOD)

The inside of the microwave was smoking man! I had to drag my fan out to air the kitchen.

The End result?

FML.

On the brighter side- I get to eat loads of fantastic delicious (________Insert DELICIOUS adjectives here______________) whilst in Malaysia.

Well, that the BEST PART.I swear, the only motivation for me being there is the food.

NOTHING else. *coughMsianboyscough* NOT.

Food aside, there's nothing much to look forward to other than utter relaxation and stoning.

I loveto stone in car rides. I rock like that (:

I'm gonna miss my bed for a while. And my phone vibrating like crazy every 10 mins. No auto-roam. SO SAD. :(

I haven't packed. Will pack later. Now, I'm angry and HUNGRY.

Good combi much?

Okay laa,gonna emo now. SHAH! I WANT YOU HERE! CURRY NOODLES!!!!!!

AND YEA, WOW! I updated my blog like nearly everyday! *applause*

TAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

EPIC

2009-12-16T23:24:00.003+08:00

Couldn't sleep yesterday/ this morning (BORED GODDAYUM)

So, I watched one of my favourite movie (: Oooh and Nutella on bread to go with!

Spider pig,spider pig.. Does whatever a spider pig does.

HALO HALO HALO!

2009-12-15T21:29:00.002+08:00

I'm singing (yowling)along to Halo- my hand is shaking,like Im having some withdrawal symptoms.

IM GONNA DIE!*GASP*

Been having weird dreams about people dying. Dreamnt of secondary school too. Dreamnt that my teacher died, committed suicide, my junior died- suicide too.

Scary man.

I hate this, stupid twig arms shaking like crazy. -.-

ANYHOOO- I'm gonna type a list of things & people I miss. Since a list of things I want makes me feel emo, so here goes:

THINGS & PEOPLE I MISS!

Eating porridge,with bits of salted egg in it.
Eating century eggs with sliced ginger.
Eating Spag Carbonara
Bananachoco from Stall 2
Running to school.
Panicking about missing school badge.
Singing national anthem in the morning
Wearing proper socks. SCHOOL socks.
Copying homework
Going to school from 7 to 1
Showing off my forehead.- Cos I have to.
Playing the trumpet.
Learning new songs.
Being ridiculously happy.
Bike riding from ECP to Changi.
Chalets and BBQ.
Moviethon with friends.
Neoprints.- CRAZY NEOPRINTS.
Getting a horrible tan - the peel of your back tan.
I miss my besties- XD and DAN.
Miss - DIVA,ALV and Haikal.
Deffo don't miss Shah x)
Miss going to Macdonalds and eat after school.
Miss remedials.
My dad.
Visiting relatives.
Going on a proper holiday.
JAPAN.
Passing notes in class.
Creating hate blogs.
My juniors!
School holidays.
Working (strange, I know)
NOT BEING BROKE.
Spending moolah on weird stuff.
Body shop stuffs!
Soaking myself in a tub
Buying new shoes.
Getting a new CD
Reading good BOOKS.
Eating Oreo cookies with milk
Laughing about something incredibly stupid
Miss missing Orchard.
You.

That's about all the I could think of.Feeling rather light-headed. WHYYYYYYYYYY?
Toodles!!!! ~

Crazy on a Sunday night.

2009-12-13T23:19:00.002+08:00

Finally.Now I know(: Song describes exactly how I feel. HAHAS! *laugh hysterically*

The zoo was fantastic, worked alongside wonderful people, and with wonderful peeps!

Exhaustive- which job isnt? Altho its just voluntary, I feel the sastisfaction. SASTISFIED BABY!

Food was great too, so I cant say much cept today ROCK BALLS!

Gonna miss Charlie and Riau. I do believe that every creature on Earth has a history that is as fascinating as ours. They are like us. Very much. *EMPLOYMECOUGHEMPLOY!*

So, went out again. Every Sunday! LOL, and went to Fort Canning- nothing much to see - I wanna visit SAM and The Peranakan Museum one day.

I'm sooo tourisy- I knoww.What to do,I like these kinda stuff * Smiles happily*

OMGS IM HUNGRY!*FOOD*

Okay laa, tomorrow I'll hafta rush to the MRT station looking like a hobo,to give Shah her EZ link card back! *thumbs up*

SHAHILYBABEILOVEYOUSOOOMUCH!

Thats bout it (:

I'm glad you did.
Finally!
Thanks for everything today.
LALALALALALS!

WANDAY . (lol)

2009-12-12T02:07:00.005+08:00

*BREATHE ARY BREATH*

Okay.

*Breathe!!!!!!!!!!!!*

Today was.. BUSY! Had dragon boating in the morning.

(I WOKE UP LATE! o.o)

Wan had to wait for me,(ilywan) and we made our own way, instead of the designated area.

Got diff meh?

The view was, fantastic, nice place to walk around when you're free. It was freaging far much? Guess when you're with someone you don't really realize it..

DRAGONBOATED

(booo.didnt really catch a tan.)

EYE CANDIES!!!!!!!!!!! *DROOLS*

And lunch. Lunch was.. GHEY.Hahahas but memorable. Bishan peeps = GEREK UH!

Rushed home yadadadada and rushed back to school to do the emcee thingy with Wan.

THEREFORE - WANDAY.

Makes sense whaaaat.From 8 am til 8 pm.12 hours straight. Okay 1/2 wanday.

Emceed, yadayayayayayaya.

I prefer children anytime(: I wonder how it would be like once I become an alumni. Everyone looks so successful. Wonder if I ever would be as successful,or even better..ARYYIUCANDOIT!!

"Mark my word,one day we'll come back to this school driving our own car."

So that sums it all. Ooh, not to forget the CLASS BBQ WE HAD ON TUESDAY!! PICTURES!

(Okay,I'm being retarded. Brain's not functioning,anger and hunger =f up.)

KUDOS to Julie and team, you guys did extremely well.I had SO MUCH FUN!

Aites, thats just about all. SLEEP. Im getting hungry at ridiculous hours! *pats stomach*

TSK,NAUGHTY AR!

just so you know jealousy's a bitch.
but whatever.

HOHOHOHO

2009-12-06T22:53:00.002+08:00

You're CRAZIER!
And it's not dirty.
Your imagination is (;
KINKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Had fun today and I feeeeeeeel so . H _ _ _ YYYYY *winkwink*

Anyhoo,my shoulder. IT HURTS! Feck man, the burnt mark looklike a total &*!%%^.
If only it looks nicer. Then I don't mind. (Okay, I do.)

BUT ITS A DARK ROUND thingy. LOOKS GROSSS.

Its bruised and ugleh. I WANT IT OFFF!

OFF DAMNIT OFFF!.

*starts muttering to self*

Tomorrow's gonna be busy. The entire week gonna be busy. LALALALALA.

Wish me luck for everything. I'll need it.

URGH.

2009-12-05T01:08:00.002+08:00

Momsie's down with flu and cough. All she could do is gesturing.

And more gesturing.

She's on MC which is COMPLETELY unheard of. *gasp*

And she's spending the time,pigging out (Sick,needa eat more-.-) and watching movies.

Not forgetting listening to Akon and Youtubing.

Now is Pirates of Carribean .

OKAY NUFF OF HER!!!

Today was tiring. Yesterday was beyond tiring.

Stayed at home cos

a) too lazy to attend boring lessons and it was raining. (Beautiful)
b) Momsie's sick and she sounds like Kermit + she cant even answer the phone.(I'm scared for her kkays!)

Went for the talk at Tamp in the noon, cos momsie was awake and COOKING!

TALK /WORKSHOP= FUN!
(aaaah wani, you missed it)

Bumped into Mr.FFFFFFF-ARID! *BUMPED*. Forever bumping laa kkays?

Dinner- SUBWAY! and a loong looong looooooooong trip home.

YOU PEOPLE GANGED UP ON ME! HMMMPF!

I dont trust you all already. Serious.

HAHAHAHAHAHS.Joking arr.

So so , thats about today. Nice weather. Nicer people. ((:

I WANNA READ MY BOOK!

Anyways, changed my song list to superoldies.ENJOYY! Thats about it !

xoxoxox

ILOVEMYGIRLS!

You rock.
Pebble,stones,brick.
Still you do.
Irregardlessly.
I'm not gonna change my mind.
NEVERRRRRR

Too True!

2009-12-03T15:05:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna take a quick nap before practice - So here goes!

I found this in the book that I'm reading ; How Would I Know- Sheila O'Flanagan

AND I FOUND IT TO BE TOO TRUE!

1.)The nice men are ugly.

2.)The handsome men are not nice.

3.)The handsome and nice men are gay.

4.)The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married,

5.)The men who are not so handsome,but are nice men,have no money.

6.)The men who are not so handsome,but are nice men with money, think we are only after their money.

7.)The handsome men without money are after OUR money.

8.)The handsome men who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual don't think we are beautiful enough.

9.)The men who think we are beautiful,that are heterosexual,somewhat nice and have money are pigs.

10.)The men who are somewhat handsome,somewhat nice and have some money and THANK GOD are heterosexual are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!

11.)The men who never make the first move automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative.

NOW,WHO IN THE WORLD UNDERSTAND MEN?

Men are like fine wine. They all start out like grapes,and it's our job to stomp on them and keep them in the dark until they mature into something you'd like to have dinner with.

Okay,nap!

2009-12-01T00:45:00.002+08:00

I was ladeeedum pissed.

But thanks to that, my noodles tastes better. :D

Hell has no fury like a woman scorned.

Am trying by damndest to remember things.Kept telling myself "ITS JUST CAs"

But at the rate I'm going, my 3.8 is getting further away.

Okay,maybe I'm stressed.I don't know.

But I have a lot to do -which is great in a way .

But I feel beyond disorganized.!

*Pulls hair*

One thing step at a time.I can't always expect to do everything at once right?

"Ary! You needa get back on track!"

I wanna spend some time just doing nothing. And it's only the beginning of the week.

AAARGH

2009-12-01T00:31:00.002+08:00

Whatever she said.

PLUS a "FUCK YOU " like, cherries on top.

You've got guts calling my house. I was bored to death hearing your sad sad sad sad sad sad sad stories.

DO I LOOK LIKE I CARED?

ELLO!!!! You noticed we didnt talk for eons- you know why? COS I HAVE A LIFE BITCH!

And yes, A LIFE = doesn't mean changing BFs every couple of months and calling up on everyone to bitch about someone.

I swear, you are worse than a PMSING A CLASS BITCH.

I don't wanan know la eh? I dont NEED TO KNOW.

And updates about him, I LAGI TAK PERLU NK TAU UH BABE.

To make things simpler,don't call my house, don't call my hp. Don't text me.

And if you wanna hate me and bitch about me, just so you know.N..o one believes your bullshit honey.

You won't get thru me.Or her. OR HER.

So yea, sayonara, LEAVE US IN PEACE.

WE ARE SO ROCKING OUR LIVES NOW !

pimples feckkkkkkk

2009-11-30T01:46:00.005+08:00

My own quote baybeh.

Look like shit. Feels like shit. Am gonna look like shit.
If I were to wake up late tomorrow, without a doubt shit.

My face is MOTHEREFFIN oily. Oily greasy, like fried stuff on tissue oily greasy.
It's obvs Im not in a good mood.
Thigh muscle is cramping like holy f.
My research is naught. STORYBOARD STORYBOARD.

I wanna crawl into bed, and curl up in a nice tight ball.

And sleep. like a sloth.

Only saving grace is that- I have Magnum in the fridge.
And that I had a great Sunday. (:

ESCAPE. Get over and done with.
I cant stop touching my face! If there's gonna be pimples I'm so gonna fking scream.

sleep.now.brain.dead.faaaaaark.

SLEEPLESS

2009-11-28T01:09:00.003+08:00

I feel so fuzzy, yet I cannot sleep. :/

Drooling over Taylor Lautner (;

Hahahs, riiight!.

Anyways, things are gonna get busy. Very busy.

I'm gonna have great fun! I hope- and if I don't then 2009 will suck. :( I don't wanna end 2009 with regrets. I wanna end it with a bang!

So, we'll plan somethings for the hols!

Karaoke,Biking,The Beach, BBQ ! O.O

So,BRING ON the busy stuff! I'll be looking forward to it :D

I've decided to forget about things that happened in the past, cause frankly they don't do me any justice. I don't think I'll gain anything from keeping them in my head. To those who are surprised that you are no longer connected to my FB account or you seldom see me online. Or the fact that I don't text, call you anymore?Well, get the hint. I kicked you out of my life. And I don't wanna reconcile. I kept you there cos I needed something from you back then.Or I was hoping on something called friendship. But now, I've forged on and you, are no longer a part of it.

Do yourself a favour and forget. Those who are still reading my blog, I'm not gonna change my stand. Cos it was mistake on my part. A mistake which I've learnt from and I would not repeat. It's all so not me.

What happened is not me. And would never be me. I admit I was blind.

Now it's time to purge. And cleanse away.

DEAR MOM

2009-11-25T23:49:00.003+08:00

Dear Mommy Dearest,

I'm a better pro at picking Instant Noodles. So if you please,let me buy them next time?
Stick to buying crackers which I wont eat and lotsa lotsa cheese.

(THIS SUCKS. No offense.)

PS: If you wanna buy, get KOKA or IndoMee .Lagi nice!

So I've been fantasizing.Fantasizing to the point of drooling.

I wanna get some stuff - hopefully by end of Dec.

AKA save alot of money- So I SHALL TRANSFORM TO A MISER!

I want it. Want it means want it. I'll get it somehow. GRR.

Still compiling the list- So so so I'll stick it here if I wanna :D

(DKNY BE DELICIOUS IS ON IT!!!)

Okays, will now attempt to swallow the noodles.

(:

When We Were Young.

2009-11-25T00:35:00.004+08:00

I've been thinking about the past.. I miss my childhood.
Okay maybe not much- there were loads of shit things-
But I am who I am now, stronger thanks to what happened in the past.

So I dug through the photo albums, and came up with cute pictures.

I'm loved.

Always had. Sometimes, we need reminding.

I want kids like me!!!!!!!!!!

Serious.

o.o

CA is coming,I feel threatened. URGH.Hate CAs! I wanna go eat ice cream and fried mars bars or something.I wanna go for stroll and collect GOD DAMN COCONUTS!!

Any volunteers?

Not forgetting datelines for projects. Datelines and more datelines. And working with weirdos (okay thats mean) And more datelines. I <3 my organizer! It's just that I needa to stinking CHECK and UPDATE IT!!!

Aites, thats for now. At the very least I UPDATED OKAYYYY!

xoxoxox

I'm confused.
But it's okay,I don't wanna say anything cos I don't wanna lose this.
Tho I think, it is not what I hope it is.
This,is just perfect.
So, I'll keep my mouth shut cos you're simply worth it
And yea, who knows?

c;fessns

2009-11-17T23:18:00.000+08:00

Im savouring every moment
Like a prized candy
Still in its wrapping,
The occasional indulgence;
Breaking a little piece, so it won’t melt away.
Every moment seems like forever
Cos time, simply stood still.
While everything else fades to gray.

hmmmmmmmmmm.

You Don't Know My Name.

2009-11-16T23:14:00.002+08:00

So I went to watch 2012 yesterday with Farid and let me tell you.

The movie.

Is.

~~GREAT.~~

Okay,I'm lying! The movie was..okay. The death scene was... HAHAHAHAHS.

Overly dramatized much?Domino effects? God knows how I laugh at some of the scene.

Especially the rolling doughnut scene. Couldn't get THAT out of my head. Reminds me of a Simpsons episode.

LOL.

Over all its okay.There are some touching scene but I wasn't really paying much attention.

Looks like Armageddon and The Day After Tomorrow is still my favorite :D.

Managed to watch Alien Vs Predator.-AGAIN on Channel 5 WOOTS!

Love that show.

Okayyy.

Brain supremely on dead and gone mode. It packed up and joined the army. So I feel like a zombie, and at the same time I'm kinda saying shit things.

URGH.

I'm happy. And thats a BIG deal. Cos I'm really happy. (: Makes no sense right? TAA!

FRIDAY THE 13th!

2009-11-13T20:48:00.004+08:00

My eyes. IS WATERY!
All thanks to the Onions!

Hmmm..I missed blogging for some time,okay so quick update-

Malaysia trip was okay. nothing spectacular, I still LOVE SG! :D

Love the food there tho. Didn't die out of food poisoning - Aey hardcore! Go alone ;p

Came back on Sunday- and it's

HARIS'S 18th BIRTHDAY!

Woots, he belanja-ed me:D

(For more pictures- go Facebook!)

Then.. Yea, school.

OOOH! THREADING!!!! - The three of us are officially threaded! HAHAHAHS

WHATS UP WITH PARANORMAL ACTIVITY?

There's so much hype about it- I've watched it on Fatin's PSP and I don't see whats so great about it. I guess I'm those type who is up for SUPER GORE !! Blood,guts, squishy brain matter!

YEAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Surprsingly, I cant stand the sight of blood ;p.

Anyways,gonna watch 2012 on Sun (: I hope it'll be okay-ish if not great. The ratings on Rotten Tomatoes have not been exactly- positive.

But different people- different views? :/

You know what will make 2012 cooler? They show the after disaster and everyone turns into a zombie!!

New moon is coming out- 3 Dec, Fatin is DYING to watch it. Varsha's just being neutral about it.

So...

Ho.Ho.Ho! I don't think I'll watch. I HATE KRISTIN STEWART! THAT ***** B*****!!

She ruined Twilight :( What the hell were the producers on? Mebbe cos she's naturally pale- so you can save up on the make up?

URGH!

Oh YEA! I'm going to the Zoo tomorrow! WHOOOPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Random-I know! But it's for some attachment cum job experience thingy.

WHATEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Okay la, thats about it I guess. The entire week has been lovely . Very lovely ((: Can't wait to Sunday!

and you're so random. LOL much? :D

BELATED!

2009-11-09T21:15:00.001+08:00

DID MY EYEBROWS TODAY!

Woohooo! I don't look like a minah! ((:

Mess!

2009-11-06T01:09:00.002+08:00

My head's in a mess!

I need the power of a spork!

And lime... And gloves... and hahahahs!

I'm being lame !!!! My lameness has reached ULTIMATE !

THANKS TOOOOOO....

Anyways if everything goes to plan, I would not be contactable for a couple of days.

Starting from this noon.

So save to say that I'll be MIA ing! And I won't come back again!

Cos I'm toooo upset.

:(

Hahahs ! Just joking,I'll consider coming back ASAP (;

You know what will be waaay freaky? It'll be freaky if I died there. Confirm plus chop my blog will be on the news!

And I don't even have time to say sorry and all!

Or even confess anything! O.O

*gasp*

Okayy..Going to bed. WILL BE BACK HOME SOON! :D

HONOLULU

2009-11-04T20:20:00.003+08:00

You know, a blog is a very, very, VERY dangerous thing.

Especially when it comes to revealing your feelings.

If you even do it in the first place.

I know your secret and you can't hide it.

So whatever it is, come clean. Or I'm just going to pretend that nothing is happening and life goes on.

Maybe someone should slap me for being indecisive. But I.. YEAAAAARGH! God.

Okok breathe in.Breathe out.

I will not let myself get all flustered over this. Whatever comes first.

Fuck It (:

2009-11-02T22:39:00.001+08:00

HOTTT MESSS

(You're still on my Radar.Watch it.)

FACEBOOK = CBBBBBBBBBB!

2009-11-02T00:32:00.005+08:00

FACEBOOK= CBBBBBBBBBB

Agree? YOU MUST AGREE!! Goddamn it, uploading pictures have never been THIS long.

Even uploading pictures on Friendster is faster.

Anywyas, today is fun fun fun! HUA HUA HUA!

Let the pictures to the talking!

My camera died half-way so kena take pictures with my shit ass phone camera -.-

You can view more at my FB account (:

Thank you MANY MANY for inviting me to watch the game with you all((:

Sungguh happy laa sehhh!

THANK YOU BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

You're the best best best!

((:

I'm going off to bed now - feeling EFFING SLEEPY LAA DEYYY!

Stupid FB, make me wait up soo long just to upload -.-

TAAAAAAAAAA!

School tomorrow @ 8am yipeeeeeedipeeee! *sarcasmsarcasmsarcasm *

P.s: we made a pact, and yea. I'm sure we can forget. We can do it damnit! Theres loads of hottie for you, and loads of hotties for me. Ok maybe not for me.But still..

Good luck eh bro, cos I willl deffo need ur luck. O.O

Note to self: Do NOT stalk.

2009-11-01T14:46:00.002+08:00

Today is Sunday.
And Sunday is a very nice day!

Anyways,I'm getting ready to go out- watch B ball with WANI!

Hahahahahahahahahahs.

I'm soo gonna bully him later :D

Note to self:

Dear Ary,

Please stop checking out his Facebook, you're not gonna find anything there.

Seriously.

DO SOMETHING ELSE.

And please stop checking if he's online.

Even if he is, is not as if he's gonna IM you or anything.

Keep on dreaming girl!

If HE doesn't IM you, then you SHALL NOT IM him.

There's a fine line between friendliness and despo-ism.

Altho you're not despo, it may seems like you're on the verge.

So.GET A LIFE!

Mantra of the week : Stop thinking and start seeing others. Repeat.

(WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU ARY???)

Aites,will update later :D

xoxoxoxoxox

Happy Halloweens!

2009-10-31T21:17:00.003+08:00

Tried Tumblr. Sooo artsy fartsy.Eeeurgh.

A quick one, I just remembered why I love Christmas soo much, other then the sales.

AND DECOSSS! AND FOOD! AND FUNNNN!!
Heheheh.

THIS:

DARK CHERRY MOCHA . BITCH.

Nothing,nothing other than my fave Green Tea Frap could beat this. Drinking a hot cup of this on a cold day,with Subway Cookies and a good book.

God, bliss.

I'm practically drooling.

Will update in awhile.Gotta do housework -.-

Hi ho the merry oh!

2009-10-30T21:40:00.003+08:00

My newest motto -

Live Life Like A Guy.

My reasons? - Guys have more fun, and they don't seemed to be worried about ANYTHING.

You can swear, get chicks , flirt with them and don't get called a slut. You don't get involved in intricate bitch fights which involves blogs, facebook, etc etc.

AND GUYS ARE PERMA BUDDY2

I mean,I don't see much cliques. You stick to your own band of brothers and all. And even if you get all pissed at each other, all you needa do is punch the living daylights out of each other and, HEY PRESTO!

You are friends again.

Soo, I wanna do that. The dontgiveaflyingfishcakes part.

Fun leh :D

Anyways, I had emceeing today,woke up as early as 8 (???) am just to have breakkie at Macdonalds with my brudders. At BISHAN. -.-

(Jealousy part's not gonna happen!)

SIAAAAAAN.

Unfortch I've to travel all the way there cos I don't know the size of my blazer. So HAD to go. Travelled to Macpherson,in Mr Ravi/Raju's car (don't remember his name) . CUTEEEEEE CAR!

A Hyundai Tuscani. - Soo small. But cuteeeee.

And my ass hurt- 3 people in the back seat, be grateful I'm PETITE!

(I honestly believe that Tampiness has the most number of HOTTT guys. I could swear on it. Tampiness guys = HOTNESS. Like Bishan = HOT GIRLS! (lawl))

Had the emcee, ate blah blah ,met some familiar faces and -

BOOMZ

met mom, got dinner and went home.

All in all BOOOORING day. Gawd.

And TOMORROW's HALLOWEEN! Looks like nothing gonna happen, both Fat and V are sick.

Boo:(

So I'll be a good girl and stay at home.(HAHAHAHAHS)

After all, I get to watch my

5 HOURS SIMPSONS MARATHON!
(halloween special on AXN)

Like. WOOOHOOOFTWWTFWTTTFFFFF!!!

5 hours lehhh! 5 hours worth of Simpsons. Am soo getting Ice cream and Coke. And Lays.

Yepp Lays. Sour Cream..Mmmmmm...

Gonna pig out. WOOHOOO!

Maybe I'll invite some people over.

Or mebbe not.

:D

Hope the rest of the week ain't gonna be boring. I think it will not laa. Cos I've plans for Sunday!

Chillax day(:

I'm GONNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL NEXT WEEK! WOOOHOOO!

(((((((((((:

isortamissyou.

BTW ABOUT THE VIDEO, I placed it on private, so if you wanna view it, tell me kkays.I shy. Cannot anyhow post. Later you get heart attack.

OKAYYYYYYY nothing to update. Woohoo.

xoxox

Something for you all!

2009-10-28T23:26:00.001+08:00

So, if I'm not gaming, I'll do some weird shit.

And weird shit is what I did.

I LOVE LOVE LOVE songs from the 1980s=1990s.

The lurve songs very nice leh.!Ok laa, here's a homemade video,

HOT HOMEMADE VIDEO!

mmmm... (;

random thoughts.

2009-10-26T06:27:00.003+08:00

That's what happens when Insomnia strikes!!!!

WARNING-EMO THOUGHTS.

I've been remembering stuff of lately, like how it feels like to stay up late waiting for someone who promised they'll be coming for me. But they didn't. And instead I ended up hating myself the next day for falling asleep.

I remembered how it feels like to hold on to that Teddy bear,cos her perfume still lingers on, and how she used to buy me expensive things cos she felt guilty that she wasn't there.

I remembered how it feels like to be sitting alone in the dark toilet,because someone thought it will be funny to lock me up inside it for 3 hours.

Or how they will make me wear dresses too tight and tear up my clothes cos they think that my clothes are too "childish" . And how they'll step on me when they are not happy about something.

I remembered feeling glasses cutting my skin, and when the hands that cut me wasn't mine.

Or how to be told that I have no family, because a family consists of a mother and a father, and I only had one.

And you think I'm being a bitch for nothing.

I guess that's why I'm so hard sometimes.Cos i never had it easy. Maybe I'm more fucked up then anything, but at least I'm not the one who's fucked up now.

Remembering these things, they make me feel bitter. Like I swallowed something horrible and I can't spit it out.

But these things are the one who makes me proud of myself. I never let anyone touch me ever again.Nor do I let anyone hurt me- cos I'll fuck them up so bad, their mothers won't recognize them(:

Insomnia really sucks big time.

But like what someone says.

"I laughed the loudest, who would've known"

Laugh loud.Live now. Die happy.

urgh.emo thoughts.

explodeimplode

2009-10-25T19:19:00.009+08:00

My head.HURTS!
I'm so getting ice cream later.

That's the great thing of having a 24 hours Macdonalds right infront of your house.!

ANYWAYS, camp was grrrreat!

My team's name was -SEXY TAMBIDOK! (-for a lack of better name)

The reasoning was simple- Tam- Tampiness Bi- Bishan, Dok- Bedok.

Clever anot??

It was great fun, everyone was so united and fun that I miss them already,but at the same time it was hardwork.

We managed to create a new game- which I will definitely try out again!! (HUAHUA!)

Got back late yesterday- 12 midnight to be precise.

VARUN'S OPEN HOUSE!

Woots- so much fun laa! Met everyone, and had uber fun fun fun! And today was also Alv's birthday.!! But we celebrated yesterday - HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALV!!!

So, it was really unglam laa- I went there straight after camp and it took me like 2 hours just to travel. SHEEESH!

But I wouldn't miss it for the world- so naturally I'd go (:

Updates for the YOG - which happened last week- I'm busy I

PICTURE PICTURESSSS!

(Thanks to phique & diva for the pix. The rest could be seen @ my FB profile)

So, all in all, this week has been rather fun,my ENG paper is tomorrow. I need the best of luck, followed by Maths paper and I'm gonna do emceeing fro Fri.

AND THEN ITS HALLOWEEN!

HUAHUA!

I hope I getto go as my alter ego *winkwink*

Time to let my hair down!!

BEST OF LUCK VARSHA DEAR!!!AND FATIN- YOU ARE SOSO SCREWED!

i don't know what i'm trying to do. seriously.& it was never my idea to go all out. this is fast becoming a mess. i really should pretend.

home(:

2009-10-25T01:30:00.003+08:00

I'm tired. sleepy. and still not asleep.
will update later, after a good long long long zzz.
THIS IS MY BANANA NANANANANA!
hahahs.

p.s: please for god's sake,don't bother me. i wanna go home what time, my problem laaaaaa.
& please spare me your "worry".If my mom's not worried why should you? you can't even spell my NAME properly,so don't try to tell me what to do (:

its ARYANI.

i dont need another kind.

NAWWWWW?

2009-10-23T00:32:00.003+08:00

Mr Crush is.. OFFF! Cold cold cold cold.

Dear Mr Crush,
It's tough talking to you or getting to know you. AND I don't even know if you like me! I think you know who you are,so I'll truly appreciate it if you could show a SIGNIFICANT sign so I won't go all confused . As for now, you're off. Unless of course.. YOU SHOW ME SOME SIGN!!!

*phew*

I've not packed.Yet. God. I hate packing. :(

I always get paranoid about packing,like I'm gonna forget something.

This time, I'm gonna bring some"essentials'. *ahemahemahem*

ANDDD I'm gonna bring my charger.

Anyhooo..Hope there'ssome cute guys there (; It would be a lovely weekend if there's some.."life"

:D

& i dont miss anything that much.thanks for asking.
ok,FINE i'm lying.
i miss you like crazy and u seem to be sooo far far far away.
looks like time WILL deffo push us apart eh?
its good to see that you're happy with ur life.
i'm not gonna be like her, and get angry or what.
but i just cant help but feel like im missing out on u.
like ALOT.
u dont seem to knw anything about me anymore.
and me too for u.
The only updates i get is thru ur blog.
i dont seem to talk to u much anymore.
isit cos of the way i am?
am i too "wild" to be ur friend?
the way i dress,the way i talk?
whatev it is, ur still my sis.
& even if we r nt gonna be in cntct much,
i'd just wanna tell u tt u'll always have me(:
tc of urself luv.
i'llmiss u.
just dont go too far away.
i might not be able to hold on.
xoxox
Ary.

& yea- i pour my heart out-all the nitty gritty stuff.(its my blog)
if u think u cld bask in my unhappiness,u gt one thing coming buddy.
This is just a portion of my life. Fuck you.(:

Now I'm learning you

2009-10-21T22:27:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling very very uneasy about something.

And I don't know what it is. It's like something big is going to happen, I just can't stop anticipating it. I feel really really uncomfortable.

It's like there's this spring,coiled up tightly in my stomach.

And it's not helping that I feel sick.

Urgh.

I really hate my timetable. Cannot have chance to meet people (:

If you don't mind, tell me what you think of me,so that I could just move on from here.

Urgh.I have no mood to blog already. I hope I won't fall sick.

Anyways,I'll be missing from Fri to Sat. Hope I get to leave before 6 ish on Sat- I really wanna attend the Deepavali party.!!!

On the bright side- I'll have Fat's & Wan's company. ((:

Alv's birthday coming and I'm feeling super guilty-cos I'm oweing people presents left right center!!

Hmmmm.

RADAR?

2009-10-20T18:55:00.002+08:00

Please....- humor me. Mr. Crush is now on COLD. Not freezing cold. But cold enough.

I feel like a halfway idiot. - But not idiotic enough. SO humor me.

.

ANYHOOTS.

Today is a great day ((: *happyhappysmilesmile*

Woke up bright and early - and promptly went back to bed. And was kinda late for school. I'm lucky in the sense that there's plentiful buses to Orchard.

(I had to half jog and walk all the way thru Ion leh!!!)

BUT THE WEATHER WAS FREAKING HOT CAN????

I swear that skin tone on my face like changed colour about 5 times. I'm DARK-er!!!!!!!!

But the Emceeing thing went well.. The games was alright- got the hot guys to participate (:

I'm SO SO GLAD I'VE GOT APULLLLLLL,WAAAAN AND WEI CHENGGG!!!!!!!

Rehearsals has never been better. And I've gone through truckloads.

(Softball, rugby, grass allergy much!)

My poor,poor DARLING FEET were mashed tho. Poor mangled feet.Walked like a penguin- couldn't take the pain and was forced to remove my shoes. :(

Right after that-we went out for lunch! Wei cheng couldn't make it -and the rest of us were like half dead, so we decided to go and "bond summore".

The rest of us = Apul, Wan,myself (:

And the destination for lunch is non other than............................

Changi Airport.

Yepp,you read it right. CHANGI. Had lunch @ Burger King cos we ran out of idea and went travelling form T1- T2-T3 and back.

To enjoy air con laa seyy.

The next time is dinner.Then Batam. MWAHAHAHAHS(:

Bought truckload of chocos and now I'm home(:

Feeling super fcking tired. My face is still very much DARK-er :(

Gonna GOOGLE "How to bleach your face at home"or something like that.

I keep on forgetting that I've school tomorrow.

Shit :(

Ps: I LOVE YOU BOTH- FATIN AND VARSHAAAAA! LOVE YA LONG TIME (:

hungry :/

2009-10-19T02:56:00.002+08:00

Call me a jealous bitch, but I dislike girls who are artsy fartsy.

(Unless those who I know personally- of course!)

And by that, I mean those girls who likes to keep things simple- to the point of hijacking other people's quotes and hijacking "artsy" pictures off Flickr to use on their blog.

BLEH.

Seriously, how can you keep things so simple?

For example..

20th October 2009

Went out 2 eat with my bbs.
HE didn't txt me tdy.
Hmm.

-Life is what you make it 2 be.

*inserts artsy pictures HERE*

And that's about all. OMG! It's like they are on diet for words. Or maybe I'm just being a bitch. Each person entitled to their on views I guess,

"It's my blog,what do you care bitcccccchhhh?"

I must be insane,talking in my head. Anyways, got myself a new banner thingy.My FACE! I know - narcissus.

That's me - with uber thin eyebrows, and uh, fakelashes (FTWWW). I'm bored of the kiddish me. HEH! So, I decided to be minah me. HA! Joking joking. can't find a better picture of myself. So that'll do.Better than some other tacky picture riiight?

I won't neva use another person's skin. Unless it's fanfuckingtastic. Hmmm.. Still a long wait.

Anyways,about Mr. Crush.-I'm feeling hot "n" cold. I do think that he prolly has a BIG ego.(Something that I can't stand.-NOTE GUYS- Girls Do NOT appreciate EGOS) It's just a hunch, needa know more to confirm.

BUT-Womanly instinct much?

And I think he's rather shallow- the type of guys who goes after girls solely for their looks. Then again,what guy is not shallow.?Hua hua. *GUY BASHING* He seems okayy-ish at the current mo, then again, the thing about crushes - which I conveniently remembered is that,

SOMETIMES.

after KNOWING WHO THEY TRULY ARE.

You'll come to REALIZE

that they are actually VERY LAME and UNCOOL.

In other words: WHAT THE HELL IS THIS GUY DOING?

and WHY THE HELL AM I WASTING MY TIME?

Which sucks. I'm more of a personality person,the one who goes after dudes who can hold a decent convo without talking about fucking. (ooh that rhymes!)

And EVEN if God blessed him with looks to rival DAVID BECKHAM + BRAD PITT+ CHRISTIANO RONALDO COMBINED I'll probably be bored to death.

Beauty- IMHO can be faked - Personality- You gotta be the real deal bitch.

Time to nut up or shut up!

Woohooo! I'm soo gonna quote Zombieland.!

Nuff of bitching, I'm gonna start typing my scripts for today. Looks like I'm not gonna get enough sleep - Again.

*SIGHHH*

ADIOS AMIGOS MUCHACOS!